I’ve cried to myself thinking about how alone I feel. I feel like I have no one. Yes, I have friends, family and a boyfriend, but I feel so alone. I feel like a weight is on my shoulders and it can’t be lifted. I am falling to my knees and I feel as if no one is there to catch me. I have a great life, but even in this life I still feel depressed. I feel sad all the time. I don’t know why, in public I’m usually a happy person, but when I’m alone, I can’t help but cry and just want to fade away from the world. In my mind I feel like no one would miss me. I just feel so alone.

All I want to do is just shake you and scream. You frustrate me so much and cause me so much pain. I don’t think you understand how much your words hurt me. You’re the most important person to me in my life, but you kill me. If you don’t even talk to me when you’re mad at me, then why would anyone else… Why am I important to anyone… I’m not.


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